Omg today was quite a good day! I haven't eaten anything but it was quite a funny day! My bus was quite late though so i had to ring my dad to come and pick me up. I've got invited to a party, but i have no idea what i'm going to wear, its in 2 weeks time though so i have enough time to go shopping before the party. There's so many people going aswell, as its a joint b-day party. So i don't know what i'm going to get them!
I haven't weighed myself today, i dont think i will yet as i'm in a good mood, and if i've put on weight then i'll be grumpy. Hopefully i haven't put any weight on,though i suppose i will find out later! x x x Bye everyone x x x x
anorexiaso today i haven't eaten anything at all, i feel so down right now, as my cousins granddad died today and i know that they were really close. It going to be a sad couple of days.
So i did netball today, i felt quite shakey though. But i was ok afterwards. I'm going swimming on sunday with my friends so thats good. My friend lauren saw me throw my sandwiches away and started asking me questoins. Obviously i'm not going to tell her that i'm not eating again as she will nag me 2 eat and then things will get worse, so i just sed that i didn't like the filling in them. Luckily she stopped asking me questions!! I can't wait until sunday, i'm going swimming for 5 hours, as this is what me and my friends usually do on weekends, plus its a good way 2 lose weight.
The only thing i have 2 eat 2nyt is dinner, but i'll do some exercising tonight to burn it of!!! I can't wait!!! I have running on thursday at school YAY!! More calories burned off! haha this is so easy and no one suspects anything this time. I should be at my goal weight pretty soon! I've already dropped 2 dress sizes (from a size 10 to 6) and size 4 nearly fits me! the weight is just falling of!
Ok so a few months ago i got told that i had anorexia nervosa. I have 2 have blood tests every month and i have 2 go to the the doctors every 2 weeks to have my blood pressure taken. I don't think i have an E.D i'm just trying to lose weight. I just find it annoying when people ask me how i am and then my nan says to me "oh you've put on weight" really helping nan!
So today i've had quite a bad eating day. I've had a packet of crisps, a chocolate bar and a roast dinner. I was with my mum and she thinks i'm over the whole purging thing but i'm not. I can't deal with eating so i purged 6 times today! It was really tireing but i had to get rid of it!!! At least i go back 2 school 2morrow, it means i don't have 2 have breakfast or lunch and if i have dinner then i can purge it anyway!!! YAY 2 school x x x
